The tranquility of a park. Parents trying to capture as many memories as
they possible can of a child who's only going to grow up much too
quickly. And of themselves, what remains of their youth. The dramas of
every single person who's walking by. Maybe the old man on his daily
routine, aching knees and aching heart, but still he persists, day after
day. The woman who finally, after weeks and weeks of drudgery and
household chores and wailing kids, finds some quiet time for herself, to
brace her for the next few weeks of the same demanding, consuming tasks.
The professional who needs his 10 minutes cause it's the only thing
keeping him sane in this crazy, crazy world. No office politics, no
bickering with the wife, or the increasingly outrageous demands of his
children. The punk who's considered suspiciously by everybody, who's
understood by nobody. But he's looking for the same things as the rest
of us here, just some peace and quiet, anything soothing in a world
which offers precious little in the way of comfort. Not for the drained
mother, the lost punk. The stately woman with her two adorable dogs, who
gives a gracious little smile to everyone she crosses paths with.
Because those two dogs are the only companions she's got, and those
smiles she gets in return (if they even are) the only human contact she
gets, no matter how superficial they may seem. The kid sitting on a bench,
plugged into his MP3, penning his thoughts into a battered old diary.
We're all so different, we're all the same. We're searching and working
for what seems to be vastly different things, but really isn't all that
different when you think about it. Not just a park, in schools, shopping
centres, the streets. If we would only realize it.
Instead of being pulled and pushed by the world, by our emotions, into
frustration and simmering rage. Pulled under into endless melancholia,
sapping depression. Being angry for minutes, hours, because you were
jostled rather roughly when exiting the train. Cause the auntie was
being brusque with you as you ordered your morning coffee. All these
small, ridiculous things! Laughable things. Stuff you wouldn't record in
your diary, your blog, and yet it affected your mood for one whole day!
It's not worth it, it's almost never worth it. Peace comes from within,
now this I am learning!
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