How carefree life used to be. Reminiscing on the times back then,
looking at secondary school kids just hanging around the park, a primary
schoolkid walking to school. I remember back then, you didn't have to
bother about anything other than yourself.
I don't mean being entirely selfish or self-centred or anything. It's
how.. nothing seemed to affect you. The world of adults was extremely
distant, possibly alien, to us back then. Money, work,
stress, love even, never infringed upon our happy little worlds. I
couldn't have given two hoots to the people I saw, JC kids, NSmen,
working adults, whoever. My self-contained bubble was more than enough
for me.
Those were the days you could walk home in the rain. You could jump into
puddles and feel nothing but elation. You could lie down on a grass
patch and even roll around. You could spend hours at a playground. You could get all grimy and slimy and seriously quite gross. You didn't have to worry.
You didn't worry about your clothesgetting wet, or dirty, or wtv nonsense little kids get up to. (Which is alot of
nonsense, and of course, we didn't think we were little kids back
then.) You didn't think you'd get all itchy and get rashes or sth when
you took a rough and tumble on the grass or mud or sth.
Which is quite amazing actually. Somehow I never got a single grass rash
or sth until I was much older. I think it's cause of that belief in
your own invincibility you had when you were a kid. You never believed
anything bad or harmful could every happen to you. I've always believed
in belief, that it creates some sort of aura around you or sth.
Those were the days when all you had to do when you liked a girl was to,
naturally, annoy the hell out of her as best as you can. And I was
good. I shot rubber bands, shot paper pellets using rubber bands, and
was generally a world class pest. She did like me back eventually. :)
Then you got older and became more aware of how you affect the people
around you, and of how you've been affected by the world. And you lose
that belief in your invincibility. And everything else goes tumbling
after.
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